F R I D A Y 21 august |
A strange energy straight away! Things are full of questions now as we have another piece that makes us wonder. You may feel a bit sad or low today because something in you wants completion or at least to be able to focus in this moment and not on these other things that you don’t have any control over anyway.
We have been presented with things that we can't control BECAUSE we need to learn how to NOT be controlled by them inevitably bringing an influence to our situation. Just as a ball is hit and then moves in a different direction, we too are to learn when we are being hit by energy, or another person’s energy, and we are to move in a different direction. If someone steps too close to us in these pandemic days, we always take a step away. We exert our control of self and move ourselves out of the way.
At this time other people come with strong energies that are trying to dominate you and get you to go subservient with things – thus allowing them to get their way. And you cannot control how they are so control how they hit you and just be like the rolly polly bug and go within yourself as they act out. Going within almost makes you invisible and where the threat does get to moving along as if they lose interest when they don’t get a reaction out of you.
Do understand that you are not playing small in the sense of allowing them to batter you and take it as if you are agreeing with them to keep them calm. But rather, you are going within, WITH LOVE, so that you can just vibrate something better and see if it can change the reality. It WILL today. And it will for now on as our energies are cleared in many of you and now you can be like your very own wifi modem.
I was amazed to just write that because yesterday some female roufous hummingbirds came through and they totally changed the vibration with their extreme aggression. And at the same time my neighbor, who won't be living there forever, was playing the scariest hate metal music and all neighbors like ran inside when they heard it because it does sound like you are about to be killed. And scary to think of what that sound vibration does to someone who is getting off on it. To everyone outside his house it was fingernails down a chalkboard on a loudspeaker. To him it was a hot sexy lady.
But I didn’t want to hate on him because I know how much I can get that to grow – and I don’t ever want to cop out into hatred on anyone – because that’s something I have to hold. No one is worth the negativity I would have to carry in my own life from hating on them. I NEVER attack others and go for the kill. You will never hear me defend myself in a way that goes out to attack another. And when they attack, I go rolly polly 100% of the time.
So I just sent out love and went out to the hummingbird scene and just said and talked and felt love. And it did feel like it was why I was there in that moment. And keeping it real, this dude DOES look on the brink of collapse in life. So, maybe we are to stop hating on those people who also hate their lives and hate themselves and listen to music that talks about hating everything and watching news that talks about hating everyone else.
Maybe us hating on them is what keeps them – AND US -- stuck in all the hate. But what I know about life now is that I can't control others around me and all I can do is try to buffer their influence, but keep it clean so that I’m not dwelling on how much I resent their intrusion to my plans or my life. And after he showed that side I found places in my house where I can't be touched by it and now I move, like moving plants in the seasons, if something throws me off path, rather than sitting pressed to the window in attention ON what is messing me up. You all know what I’m talking about!! We naturally keep a closer eye on what is messing up our game – focused on the how dare you or the why do I have to deal with THIS??
And in these high energetic days, what is that going to get us? More of it. --- and LESS of life being lived. Stop giving it away. Use your personal wifi with consciousness. We are not here to like everyone and everything going on around us, but we are here to vibrate a special kind of love that when multiplied WILL change the flow of the collective.
Seek for glass half full
And you will find it today.
Things are not what they seem.
Until you look deeper.