S A T U R D A Y 15 august |
Be aware that most of you are going to feel a bit sensitive with things hitting you harder than you would think. Do not apologize for this! It is good that things are bubbling to the surface as this is getting you to see that you are important and you can speak up and at least see if your needs will be met.
I was working with this incredible dude who helped me move and since the moving company was a no-call/no-show, I was going to have to drive the truck to my new home in a new state. And later on the guy told me how he got the idea to see if I would want him to load the truck, drive it to the new place, and then unload it – which is what I wanted!!! I didn’t ask because I didn’t think he would say yes, and he didn’t ask because of the same. But we both wanted what we were feeling inside.
SO KEEP IT REAL and speak if you have an idea. At least get it out there. This can be like not asking someone out because you are nervous they will reject you, when in fact they want you hardcore and it will be a total loss if one of you doesn’t speak up and get over fears of rejection. Expect to look at your life and feel like you have to go for something or that something new is really important to you. The energy is changing where we are more receptive to what we want to see manifest and therefore we are naming things or seeing how uncomfortable we are when being controlled in ways that are not good for our future growth.
And realize that if you are feeling uncomfortable it needs your words and passion to get it moving along into a better position. We do need to DO, and we DO need to declare that our space is important, and we need things around us that feel supportive and caring. You also will be around others who are stuck in the old world and you WILL need to navigate around them and NOT slam into them thinking they are in your way.
Be flexible today, like water, and think about moving around so as to not fully absorb and get waterlogged by others who maybe are going through their own tsunami of emotions rising. Just because others feel one way doesn’t mean you need to take it on and try to save them or make things better for them. Focus on your feelings today and shift and move and alter so that you actually feel good or at least are sharing your feelings as they rise from your more vocal system. Think of opening a kombucha and how most likely it will fizzle over and you won't be able to stop it. See yourself in this natural process and just allow those extra bubbles to rise if they need to.
Let what overflows
Lead the way
To something that holds you better.
You deserve support.