T H U R S D A Y 1 october |
Sweet beauties!! It’s October. Oh, please let this energy be different for us. First notice that today is a SINGLE DIGIT. We only vibe as the 6 today and 6 is love, love, love. It is when we are to be kind and to love and to seek out all ways to vibe as highly as we can with whatever is around us. There are no other numbers playing with the 6 so it is only full strength. And we have the moon in Aries, which is all about force and getting things to get up and GO. And we are in the moon phase of bring it forward which is the most outwardly active moon phase there is. So, we are jackpot baby!!! We are in a sweet space that we need to make the most of!! Okay let see what the feels are for today…
Oh! HELLO FULL MOON!!! We LOVE when you got full in Aries AND in a tight ass conjunction with Chiron when you get us to really see how we get in our ways and how now it's time to WAKE THE FUCK UP and realize that we are powerful beyond belief and that the life we dream for is just beyond the wound reactions we keep giving off that then have us needing to clean up the mess we make by putting it out there. This is when you all are to notice something very different and as if something is on fire and something inside of you moves you in ways you maybe couldn’t have thought you could do before. It is like ACTION ---- and FOR peace or for correction or for finding the ways to stop the polarization and confusion, and get to cleaning things up so that we feel that life is beautiful and we want to live for the next day so that we can again see so much more beauty.
What divides people in the world right now is: who has done their inner work and got therapy for the ways others wounded them and let them down, and WHO HAS NOT. If you have not done inner work and really faced that actually you’re probably can sometimes be an asshole BECAUSE others hurt you in such bad ways and you are reacting to that hurt level where you want to see others hurt or you want to shame them and GIVE what others gave to you.
And until we step into the healing journey, we have NO idea we are doing this. We have NO IDEA that person we KNEW was the one, who then let us down and left, which everyone else knew would happen, but we didn’t know they were the worst thing for us because we were still creating a world based on the pain we have seen and how we now keep expecting to see more of it, as we MAKE more of it, through our actions leaning into what is familiar.
So we don’t get that we are saying yes to what everyone else clearly sees is a no. We go gung ho straight for it with a tattoo because we KNOW this is the one. But until you heal and face how others did you wrong, and got you leaning into the wrong expectations, you will never stop the hatred inside and the anger at everyone else and the addiction to wanting to give it airtime and to keep getting even more mad at how unjust things are.
BUT – when you do the healing work, and face your shit, and make peace with how cruel YOU have been BECAUSE of the ways others rendered you powerless, you rise like helium and life DOES have a better view up there. It is DIFFERENT when your balloon takes you higher. But it will only take you higher when you lighten your load and release all your hatred and how you spend so much time inside your mind acting like you are powerless and vengeful at others for what you see as them having more power. If you want to see others crumble and fall and experience pain, you need to do your inner work. Period. That is NEVER where we are to focus our energy, even if we are facing a total narcist who is putting others in danger. We still are never to seek for revenge and to spew hatred from within our sacred vessels where we stain our insides and then live a life manifesting from that stain. It is NEVER worth it.
And in this energy you are able to see more clearly where you stand on WHO is still standing in your way, because you give them airtime to BE what you believe in, such as with fake news or the mass manipulation going on right now with billionaire media sources convincing people of an alternate reality – that is woven with truth, and deceit, but together, and leaning more into deceit, with a sprinkling of truth to anchor the hypocrisy of this “reality” soap opera. And if you give them airtime, you give the lies they preach air to breathe.
And when we are wounded we give negative things LOTS of airtime. We fan the fires. So allow this space to open you dramatically where you know you need to just keep it real and do this because you KNOW there is a better life there for you when you stop waring, and make peace inside so that you are beautiful to us all. From within, we feel who you are. In 2020 we all are transparent, like I’ve warned you since 2019. So, strive to be beautiful and accept, accept, accept and then do everything you can to make it better.
Don’t allow the old to be what you still walk in the world. CHANGE TODAY. Strive to not let all the others, who are not yet understanding their wounds, BE WHAT messes you up on your own game. Don’t let them swerving into your lane put you in the ditch with a flat tire. Be wiser than the wound reactions and be ready to move out of the way, with MOST people out there. Seriously. We are tiny numbers right now, but we are growing wildly as of this Full Moon. This cracks us open where we have to look and have to see that holding anger inside is nowhere you need to be. You are worth a way better life that manifests from you cleaning your insides!!!! Come up this way! Lighten your balloon and your life will look more beautiful.